Sunday, October 23, 2022
Caught Between Church and School (for Youth Leaders/Workers)
Monday, January 24, 2022
My Thoughts about Banished
When I got
my hands on Banished, I knew the kind of room I was getting into before I even started
reading it. Pastor Joshua has a way of making me uncomfortable when reading his
work. Somehow, as in the books he wrote in the past, he makes me rethink my
life and my witness. Halfway into banished, he did not disappoint. I was right.
In Banished,
Pastor Joshua takes us back to the events surrounding the birth of Jesus and helps
us look at it with the lens of the present time. In my opinion, the west has sanitized
our image of Christmas that it is almost easy to overlook how scandalous the circumstances
were, just as disgusting as the stories we have in the present day. He then
seamlessly brings us to look at Jesus’ life and teachings in contrast to how we,
the church, live it today. Are we "walking the talk" of the sermon on the mount? To answer, read the book.
As a student
of the Bible, Banished sparked an excitement in me as I savored the author’s
own take of the scriptures, the snippets of history he dashed here and there,
the laborious research he put into his
work --- it was compelling!
As a Christian
involved in ministry, he rattled my convenient way of ministering. Suddenly, I
am thrown into a puddle of information, opening my eyes even more keenly on the plight of the
OFW, the struggles of those in the margins, and the unbridgeable gap between the Lazaruses and
the Rich Men of today’s world. In one of those pages, I came to the realization
that many of the theories we teach in missions, in the Bible Schools, or those
we even observe from ministers ahead of us in the field, are no longer
applicable in the age we live in. Many of our strategies are coated with
agenda. Pastor Joshua writes “Authenticity
and integrity are the key to transformative evangelism and discipleship.” He talks extensively of humility as an
integral virtue in the ministry --- something many, I observed, have dispensed of
in exchange of militant, aggressive, number-driven Christianity.
As an adult
finding my place in the world, a new sense of adventure was planted in me in the last few chapters of
Banished. The author talks about living our witness in public spaces, understanding
first the perception of those outside the Christian tradition. We often fault
ourselves in gagging those outside the ‘faith’ with Bible verses and doomsday
revelations, instead of listening to them – finding out where they’re at, and taking
them along in the journey of knowing Jesus.
Pastor
Joshua concluded the last chapter with a voice of hope. I closed the book, my
thoughts still easing through the discomfort of knowing that my actions as a
Christ-follower have not always been in congruence with my talk. I am plagued
with questions. I just left a room that
made me uncomfortable. But, like many who met Jesus – along dusty roads and polished
palaces, in sinking boats and atop feeble tree branches --- discomfort is the way
to discovering the truth; to live in perpetual discomfort of the mind, the
heart and the body, until you come to the resolve that Jesus is truly, truly, the
only One that satisfies them all.
Get the
book. Get into that room. Get uncomfortable.
Book is available through Central Logos https://www.facebook.com/centralogosofficial .
Thursday, July 22, 2021
Bad Decisions (I'm Decaffeinating, again!)
I love coffee. But many a night, I found myself saying "I shouldn't have had that second cup!"
The most horrible thing about our bad decisions is, we were present when we made them. And that is haunting. (And Palpitating!) Sometimes they cannot be undone, but we are always redeemable from it. (Ehem, Gaviscon!) It takes God's grace to get us out of it, and right decisions to keep us away from it. When we fall into the trap of always spiritualizing things, we refuse to take responsibility of our participation in our bad decisions. And so, the cycle continues.
As I deal with work backlogs, for example, I am confronted with the fact of my chronic procrastination. I get flashbacks of the many times I wasted an opportunity to work. And then I begin to think about all the other parts of my life that are leaking with inefficiency and chaos. But, if I refuse to acknowledge these things, or say it was someone else's job, or worse, blame this on the pandemic, I have missed an opportunity for growth. Spiritually and Professionally. If I say the devil is making me procrastinate, he will laugh!
When we experience abuses, for example, we can not say no one was responsible for it. While God does make something good out of what others meant for evil, it does not justify the evil. Our spiritual understanding saves us from going crazy over its effects; insisting on human responsibility puts a stop to the abuse. Our flawed understanding of man's volition and God's will most times keeps us from making the necessary decisions that will change our lives. Or that of others. But indecision is ALSO a decision.
Treading into this new decade of adulthood, I welcome these pauses where I get the opportunities to learn from bad decisions either of myself or others. And learning is measured by the outcome. I hope someday when I come back to this post and put myself against the scale, I would find that I attended lesser bad decisions.
Let's start by getting off coffee. Shocking, I know!
Acid reflux:
Gaviscon:
Kapehan: Luh!
💛
#FortyForward
Thursday, July 30, 2020
Slow Growth is Still Growth
My Meatless Meals |
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Monday, January 6, 2020
Trusting God with Our Stories
January 4, 2020 (I should do a post on why January 4 is significant to me through the years. hehehe! ) |
Wednesday, September 25, 2019
Helpless
However, it was not the 'wanting' that churned my spirit. It was the discomfort that I do not truly know God and therefore have not truly trusted Him with even the little details of my life. It was devastating to watch everything 'i have built' in my spiritual life deconstruct, like chaff, they disappeared. I had nothing to hold on to. No spiritual life to be proud of.
Thursday, May 16, 2019
Scroll Down (The Fight is Not Between Us)
I scrolled down.
Many times when I read the rants on Facebook or Twitter of friends who suffer through the heavy traffic on their daily commute, I shake my head. I live in the campus where I work, in a city where everything is 10 minutes away - 40, when it is the holidays. I could only imagine how they feel.
I scroll down.
Today, on Twitter, a tax reform 'advocate' reacted when I made a comment that "Tag dise-syete na ang sardinas." He/she asked why I was more worried about the the price of sardines when I should be "tired about the low productivity due to traffic, hindered creative jobs because of lack of infrastructures". He/she suggested I should just cooperate and support the government's #BuildBuildBuild. Have I not been compelled to do so, thus, the 17-peso sardines?
I said a line or two. I scrolled down.
Someone posted online "It's just politics." Saying to the effect that we should not let it ruin our relationships. I agree on letting love rule in our relationships. But I definitely disagree that "It is just Politics." Our politics is a reflection of what we value, what we believe in, and what we want for the future of our children. I started writing it down as a comment to that post. However, it was my mother who posted it, and lest I be misjudged by online spectators as a rebellious, disrespectful child for not agreeing with my mother, I desisted.
I scrolled down.
We are judged by what we put online. That's the risk we take when we post our thoughts, or a photo, a meme, or an article. And the person's reaction to it would largely be affected by the way he perceives you. If he likes you, he understands your sarcasm. If he doesn't, he would think your are mocking...and Christians shouldn't mock. Yes, we are fond of pulling-out the "What-Kind-Of-Christian-Does-That" card on people. It is even worse for pastors.
When a girl is raped or murdered, you would read the rage from people. But the angriest ones are the mothers of daughters. Understandably so because she could not imagine what kind of hell she would go through if that happens to her own.
When a fragment of the society suffers a calamity ,or an oppression, people start online revolutions. Rightly so because they need the voice to cry out so the spotlight's be turned on them. For help, for retribution, for the realization that they are a 'fragment that makes the world whole'.
When corruption is blatant in the government we rally our cries on the streets... but more often now, in the world wide web --- the new highway. We let them know we are watching.
No, we don't scroll down. We say our piece. We string our words so they can be deadly enough like a sword. Sometimes wielding them in all directions, hoping for a hit no matter how wide the battle ground. Most times we miss the target. And we end end up wounding a co-worker, a friend, a drinking buddy, a relative...or ourselves.
But we type away with blood on our hands because we are convinced that we are fighting a worthy cause.
A mother painstakingly goes through the rigors of raising a daughter who will become a teacher, or a son who will someday be an doctor, and she will not let any pervert steal that away. She makes that known on Facebook.
A conscientious public school teacher, who shows up every morning in a room full of empty minds waiting to be poured upon with hope... but emptier stomachs with lesser hope of getting filled. He would not allow any selfish politician in the guise of public service to steal away their dreams. He retweets a link on that investigation update.
A promising leader who has climbed from poverty to get an education, uses his education to lift others out of it. He will not allow ignorance to dictate his destiny.. and that of others. He campaigns online.
An advocate for children lives the life of a vagabond. Peddling the cause of the children to whoever will have the courage to make them a priority - a celebrity, a philanthropist, a diplomat...anyone, and anywhere. She would not allow the children to be victims by the systems their parents have voted for. She massively campaigns on social media.
They are not on the streets. They are in their kitchen, in their desks, in the courtrooms, aboard a plane, doing what they do best --- fighting for someone.And so, when you read what they write online, it is not merely a rant. It is a spillage of frustrations that they could have just walked over, but refused to. Slippery floors are more dangerous.
They write at the risk of being misconstrued because those who can't be heard --- the fisherman who stays all night casting his net, the street-sweeper who wakes up before dawn, the farmer who bends his back all day --- they too, have children who are swelling up with dreams. We have no right to shut them down and say "stop posting, do something".
If someone's transcribed thoughts are not a threat to the life you choose to live, be kind. His weapon is not aimed at you. Let him fight the battles he picked for himself. Remember, you are not his enemy.
Scroll down.
Even if he unintentionally scrapes your ego.
Scroll down.
You are not the enemy.
Scroll down.